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Tuesday, October 18th, 2005

Time:12:01 am.
So....
These are WAY over due..

HOwever..
a weekend of this..



ended..
like this...



where i ended up here with josh..



the hospital the next morning cause i couldnt move my leg

i got second degree burns on my upper thigh cause my drunk as spilled raymon noodles...boiling hot :)

heres moreCollapse )
6 ♥ x0x0

Monday, October 10th, 2005

Subject:Our kids would be the kids that your kids wanted to date...bitches
Time:10:42 pm.
Mood: happy.
Well.
Arizona is less than 10 days away
AND WELP!!!
IM PUMPED....

Saturday night sarah and i decided that we should do homework...
this is how the night started out..


and evuantly went from okay to worseCollapse )
4 ♥ x0x0

Saturday, October 8th, 2005

Subject:pumpkinssss
Time:11:24 am.
Mood: content.
Dude..
Alot of beer
makes for a very crabby amelia the next day
I SERIOUSLY HAVE THE WORST BELLY ACHE!
Anyways, who wants to take me to the cider mill bitches...
I need money


BLAH BLAH BLAH
words and letters here

I hate livejournal
the end
x0x0

Saturday, September 17th, 2005

Subject:john
Time:5:29 pm.
strange
I was sitting here on my computer
About to start typing this paper for my english class
I looked at the date and didnt even realize...
its been 2 years already.
Thats so werid...

I miss you....

6 ♥ x0x0

Tuesday, September 6th, 2005

Subject:id probaly regret it
Time:5:27 pm.
PICTURE UPDATE..

But first.
i started school
its alright.
i walk alot
my backpack is always heavy.
I like to go to the gym and work on my pec muscles...

My friends are here!!!!Collapse )
5 ♥ x0x0

Sunday, August 28th, 2005

Subject:People can NOT change.
Time:11:42 pm.
Its really hard, im not going to lie.
But its also a lot of weight off my shoulders.
I dont know what the future holds from here on out.
I can only hope it will be for the better..for the both of us.
6 ♥ x0x0

Friday, August 12th, 2005

Subject:Maybe ill get rid of you, then get back to ME
Time:11:58 pm.
I would have sold my soul for
A few more days of feeling alive
But time would not let us go on
Forever

And all that remains
Are the pieced we've left behind
The ones, no one would stop to claim
Are the ones that meant the most to me
And I never wanted it to be like this
And it wasn't supposed to be this way



im really tired
3 ♥ x0x0

Tuesday, July 26th, 2005

Time:12:25 pm.
Mood: content.
Holy shit,
i never update this at all anymore.
Lately things have been good.
Lots of summer ness
and drunk ness
and sleeping
Gay Gay Gay
Josh and I are wonderful.
Its been a little over 8 months which is werid, but a good werid
I love him.
We went swimming last night, and i have like 4223452365346546 skeeter bites.


OK.
POINTLESS!!!


:):):):)
2 ♥ x0x0

Thursday, June 30th, 2005

Subject:painting the town your favorite color...
Time:10:49 am.
Mood: guilty.
Sarah,Dave,Josh,and I all went and saw War of the Worlds last night.
It was really good, alot of action, but really good.

Mallory came to michigan and spent one night at my house
i was really happy, i dont think she realized how much i missed her
i didnt realize either.

I have to work today, and i would much rather not.


anyways heres so pictures from prom...which was forever ago, but oh well
promCollapse )
6 ♥ x0x0

Wednesday, June 15th, 2005

Subject:dont try to hold my hand..
Time:1:07 am.
Mood: curious.
How friggin werid
lots lots lots of news..

Umm..News #1. I moved
Umm..News #2. I dropped my cell phone in the pool like a winner, so no cell phone right now

Prom was awesome, i had alot of fun. The all night party was sweet.
Its really werid to be all done.
But i did it all with a smile i suppose.


I hope everything works out.
i feel really werid tonight.
I love Sarah Erica and Lauren..
and that was really random..



ohh one more thing.
I hate the girls who think they can do whatever they want.
Date who they want
Kiss who they want
Fuck who they want..

fuck you sicko, remember you used to have friends?
probaly not
1 ♥ x0x0

Saturday, April 30th, 2005

Subject:Turn around...so you cant...see me say..i miss you
Time:9:26 am.
Mood: woo.
Its early.
I cant sleep.

I really want to go shopping..
and these are some of the things i want..



If i were rich...Collapse )
7 ♥ x0x0

Tuesday, April 19th, 2005

Subject:Do you have anything with ya.
Time:5:47 am.
Mood: thoughtful.
Its so early.
I felt like updating this like a fucking retarrrrd

I have 3 days off this week. WOOP WOOP!! And apperatnly it is supposed to be like...
81 or something.
We are movning in the next week or so

Hey MALLORY thanks for hating me

Evan got an apartment now, and i swear to you thats where all my gas has gone to the past few weeks.
Work was really busy last night.

I have a short temper now...


and i am done..


oh yeah, i have to go pay on my prom dress today, and welp i cant wait for prom...
and for May 27
no more school BITCHES
1 ♥ x0x0

Monday, April 4th, 2005

Time:11:36 pm.
Mood: creative.
Umm not much to say....
I will update with pictures from spring break and crap later...
but i really like this pictureee..







Josh8739: i love you a million




Josh8739: what are you saying about me?
Josh8739: if you make fun of me i'll be really sad
3 ♥ x0x0

Saturday, March 19th, 2005

Subject:i love him
Time:6:31 pm.
Mood: loved.
Today was wonderful
Joshua and I did nothing but lounge around until like 530ish
we drove all the way to Magolian BBQ and got there only to discover a hour wait
So instead we went to Walmart
Got Chicken Tenders
Moutain Dew
Salad
Poato Skins
AND
BAGEL BITES
and went back to his VACANT house and ate din din...
and i was ready to pig out..
but only ate like 1 chicken tender
GAYYYY!

ps. we drank our moutain dew out of champagne glasses
and we loved it


now its time for LAW and ORDER SVU of course
16 ♥ x0x0

Monday, February 28th, 2005

Subject:i am fucking stupid
Time:9:03 pm.
Mood:sorry.
Ok,
i was just looking through peoples pictures online.
I noticed myself having something rude to say/think about almost everyone
people whom i even like.
And i realized, sometimes i say things just cause i say them
i dont ever really have a reason they just kind of fall out of my mouth.
I come across as a bitch to ALOT of people who dont know me or even stuck up.
But i promise it is neither.
It is only the simply fact that sometimes when there is nothing to think or say i like make shit up.
For that, i am sorry to ANYONE who i have ever pre judged and/or said something rude to.
Chances are i didnt mean it.


yeah that was gay.
I mean, i know i am diffrent then i was in 9th grade.
But HighSchool just annoys me
Cheerleading annoys me cause i miss it at times
Punk RAWWWK annoys me cause i used to live by the song Konstaine
Everything i once was annoys me
Which is wrong and arrogant


sorry bout that.
3 ♥ x0x0

Thursday, February 24th, 2005

Subject:turn around, so you cant, see me say, i miss you....
Time:1:22 pm.
Mood: happy.
What a day i didnt go to school
i didnt do anything..
i lied..
this is what i did..


pictures of me loving myself in the mirror haCollapse )
6 ♥ x0x0

Thursday, February 10th, 2005

Subject:love love love
Time:12:59 pm.
Mood: i dont feel too good.
Well i stayed home
I'm really sick
I am acutally suprised i am on here.
Whatever.
I had to call into work, i feel even worse for that.

Monday is Valentines Day i can't wait
I think i have all my stuff for Joshua together.
HOPEFULLY.


Its sunny outside
horray for vitatim D and sunshine
blah blah


words and letters here
life is good

snow is coldCollapse )
8 ♥ x0x0

Saturday, January 29th, 2005

Time:12:23 am.
Mood: lovvve.
I want two goldfish
One named Conor and the other named Randall

I want to live on the ocean

I want a little ranch house with a private fence all the way around
For my two kids to play in my backyard.

A little girl named Madison and a little boy named Elliot

This is the life i dream of...



".its always YOU and MY BIG dreams...."
3 ♥ x0x0

Wednesday, January 19th, 2005

Subject:Redemption songs
Time:6:27 am.
Mood: restless.
Well,
Finals are kicking my ass
or. I lied just my debate final cause i am a slacker


I need alot of money.
I think i will find a second job....maybe?
I need to figure where i will be in 5 motnhs.
I am scared to stay
And even more scared to go...
I am not sure if i am ready to base the biggest descion of my life...
on things that might not always be there!
But i know in my heart, thats what i really need/want to do.
gay/




This weekend...

Erica: "If you guys dont be quiet my mom will make all of you go home"
ME rasing my hand with a drunk smile: "Well, you are going to have to take me home..cause i dont have a car"

haha
4 ♥ x0x0

Thursday, January 6th, 2005

Subject:you are stellar
Time:11:14 am.
Mood: loved.
I have a love/hate reltionship with the snow
its insane.

ok time to watch the most overrated movie ever...
napoleon dynamite



ok..
and
i love youuuuuuuuuu
5 ♥ x0x0

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